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[07 Nov 2004|12:29am] |
I wish i could love the world all the time
But i can't, because of this war in me
Thats killed me self-esteem,
But some how when i'm with you,
My state of mind improves....
And i don't need this "medicine" to concentrate again,
I know that it isn't fair to expect you to care.
I know that this is my final night to get this goodbye right.
I hope that when i leave,
you will still think of me,
Not as I am today......
But as someone you wanted to stay.
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( I think I'm in love with you )
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| Here's to feeling like this again. |
[23 Jul 2004|06:12am] |
If i say to you tomorrow,
Take my hand child come with me.
It's to a castle I will take you.
And whats to be the same will be.
Oh let the sun beat down upon my face,
And stars fill my dreams.
I'm a traveller of both time and space,
To be where I have been.
Talk in song from tongues of lilting grace,
Sounds caress my ear.
And not a word I heard could I relate,
The story was quite clear.
E grooves me to the core
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( I think I'm in love with you )
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[21 Jun 2004|12:11am] |
hey guys! long time no talk! well i made a new lj that reflects on me a little more...especially if u know me now haha
and its 1night_standd
ADD ME!
btw this lj name is going to be passed onto a friend so its not me
I repeat its not Marissa anymore!
k talk to y'all on 1night_standd
xo
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( I think I'm in love with you )
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[03 Apr 2004|02:43am] |
This would be a good time to note that... Marissa did not write this.
Take a look around .... everyone has something to complain about ....everyones world is on the verge of crashing down and crumbleing.... but in reality everything is fine. There is no need to complain about every little fuckin thing ... if he/she dosen't want talk to u ... than just leave em alone. If your friends never call u ... than maybe their not ur friends. If you don't want to talk to someone than don't, there is no need to be all fake and be uncomfortalbe. Don't be fake ... from personal experieneces i can say that the most freeing time in my life is when i let go of all inhibitions .. ..if you feel like he/she is wieghing you down than let go ..it's wonderful to start with something good ... but some good things must end. Don't get all depressed about everything..... it will slowly eat away at everything good in your life ... it will send you spiraling down a self destructive path were the only way out would be to do the unthinkable .... I hate to be mean ... but learning how to put things into perspective is very important... if i sat here and bicthed about everything thats wrong with life then i don't think i could ever leave .... Would it kill to be optimistic for once?... we are teenagers ... unfortunalty for some, these just may be some of the best days of our lives ... why not make the best of them? By slaveing away in front of a computer all day you often miss the wonderful things going on ...dare i say...outdoors ::gasp:: Sometimes it's nice to turn the computer off and walk away ... by leaving little depressing entries all the time, sometimes the only things that gets acomplished is makeing everyone who reads them a little more sad than they previously were. After a while they start to think "wow, he/she sure does complain alot ... you would think they have a horrible life" ... but the thing is you don't. So next time your feeling a bit down ... just smile ... tomorrow could be worse ... take a little time out and go for a nice long walk outside ... i find it has a natural calming effect......
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